Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Yay for ME!!!!!!!!

I finally got a job! I go to orientation tomorrow! i am so happy. It pays less than what I was used to, but it is right down the street from our house, like 2 minutes! I could do a little happy dance.

Monday, March 26, 2007

I'm bored

I have nothing to say really. i think I may be ovulating. That's about it. blah, blah blah.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

We went to the doctor

Wednesday was our appointment. The doctor told me my progesterone had been great and he was surprised that I am not pregnant. He ordered a semen analysis for Fernando and a HSG for me. I am not looking forward to it. I work in x-ray I've assisted in HSG's and heard women moan because of the pain of pressure on a blocked tube. I really hope my tubes aren't blocked and Fernando's spermies are in great shape. Both are to be done on Monday. They also increased my Clomid dose to 100 mgs. I am praying for a miracle. Right now I think I have a sinus infection. I feel pretty crummy. Our dishwasher is junk. It will not clean dishes, and whats worse is it leaves soap on them! We scrape our plates and rinse our dishes before we put them in there and they still don't come out clean. It is frustrating. Oh well.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

I am so disappointed!

I started spotting last night, and got a full blown period today. I am bloated, feeling really fat, and my boobs are killing me! I am pissed off!

Thursday, March 8, 2007

I've been neglectful!

I haven't blogged since Monday! Well, lets see this week I went to have some papers signed that I drove over two hours to do - YUCK! I went and had lunch with Talise at school. I took her to the book fair. We went to church, I dressed her up so pretty I should've taken pictures. I went to the department of labor for an interview class. That's about it so far. Kinda boring. I've been very tired and my breasts are sore. I tested negative on Tuesday, but my period isn't due to start until tomorrow. The nurse said that sometimes Clomid can drag out your cycle, so we'll see I guess. I watched the Health Inspector last night, so flipping funny! I am tired and boring so that is all. I will try to do better the rest of the week!

Monday, March 5, 2007

I am a slug!

I have slept all day! And guess what?! I feel like a nap! I have got to get dressed and go to the store, but I don't wanna. I am happy though. Even though I'm a slug it's been a good day. I got some very interesting news from my ob/gyn today. my progesterone levels were 16! That's awesome. The nurse told me not to tell my husband and try not to get too excited, but there's a good possibility that I could be pregnant with levels that high! Average levels are 5 with ovulation, so mine are really good. That definitely means I ovulated, which is completely awesome because that means the medicine is working. I am a happy slug!

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Today is the day!

My husband and I were Baptised today. We both feel great about it. His family came, well one of his brothers and one of his sisters, and my best friend. We were very pleased. We all went out to lunch afterwards, we had a great time. We always have fun when we do things together though. We talked through our argument last night. He made some very good points. I now understand what made him so angry. Talise went to stay with Aunt Cindy after lunch and we are picking her up after the evening service. It has been a great day. I am pleased!

Saturday, March 3, 2007

I'm not sure what to call this one.

My morning started out frustrating. But has ended up pretty decent so far. One of Talise's friends called for her to go play, so Fernando asked me to go on a date. That was really nice, and surprising. We went and saw The Messengers, then had lunch and bought Talise's Easter stuff. After we picked her up we got Gizmo and took him to PetsMart, he loved it. Once we pulled into our neighborhood we decided to park at the clubhouse and walk the nature trail. We saw Canadian Geese. it was beautiful. We ended up walking all the way home, then having to drive back to get our other car. Today is a good day so far.Well, It is now 8:30 p.m. and the good day is over. He started acting completely psycho! My friend called and as I was talking to her he picks up the phone and says that I went to the store. then he comes and fights me for the phone, twisting it out of my hand. Trying to act all bad ass. I told him to go for it, I'll call the police. All the while my little girl is staring at us. I am speaking to Joe about this. He is so set on hurting me when he is angry that he doesn't care that it hurts Talise also. I do not understand him. After the craziness he keeps turning the other phones on speaker phone so he can hear me and my friend talk. I don't care! Since that doesn't bother me he starts pressing buttons. We both just waited until he stopped, then resumed speaking. Then he says he's going to the store and takes the phone in the car with him. Finally poor Talise goes out there because she is upset by all of this. He gives her the phone and she comes inside. Why is he so flipping nuts?!

Friday, March 2, 2007

Ok, so maybe I misunderstood,

I went in for my blood work today and the nurse, you know, the one that told me to come in on Friday, said that I should've come in on Thursday! I was just like, whatever. i guess I misunderstood the instructions. So I will find out on Monday. Oh and Fertility Friend has me oing on Tuesday! Again, whatever. I think because my little one was out of school for a week and I slept in everyday that it messed up my temperatures. It'll all be alright!

Thursday, March 1, 2007

I am in the worst mood ever!

My husband knows that I have my alarm set. He knows not to let our dog into our room, he will pee on the carpet. He knows not to let our cat Charlie in our room, because we have to keep the door closed to keep the dog out. the cat will sit by the door scratching to get out. He knows that light wakes me up. He knows that I am temping because we are trying to get pregnant. Yet this morning, even though it is raining outside so he doesn't have to go to work, and he is already awake and dressed, he keeps coming into our room. He asks me over and over if I am going to get up and get Talise ready for school. He lets the dog in our room. He leaves the door open to the living room which has the overhead light on. I cannot have sugar. Last night I ran out of Splenda and he promised me he would get up and go get some this morning, nope! He had a cup of coffee though. And when I asked him if he'd take Talise to school since he was up he had to run to the store immediately. I asked him to please heat Talise up a biscuit in the microwave while I got her ready, he didn't. Then he shows up as I am leaving to take her to school, without Splenda. So I told him, fine I'll go by Starbucks and pay $6.00 for coffee since you can't honor your word. Now he wants to take her to school to keep me in the house. Talise and I are in the car I am trying to back out of the garage and he keeps closing the garage door. I am angry! I feel I have every right to be angry. He is acting like an asinine child. Well he comes up t me and tells me that he is going to call Joe (our pastor) and tell him to cancel Sunday - we are supposed to get Baptised. I told him fine I think he should the way he is acting. He said no, for me because I am obviously not ready! Am I crazy?! Do I not have a good reason to be upset at him? He thinks the only reason Joe wants us to get Baptised is because he thinks Joe gets some kinda bonus check for everyone he gets Baptised! I told him that is nuts! I'm telling you I have not felt this foul in a long time.