It's time my sweet little fella starts looking like a boy. He can be in all blue and still people will comment on what a pretty girl he is. So we cut off his curls.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Thursday, June 30, 2011
So much to do
We are moving, again. Hopefully this will be the last time. I still ave about a month and a half to get everything packed but ugh! I've never had to do it alone. I'm excited though. I'll be back in the Newnan area so I wont have to drive for miles to get to anything. I'm a little bummed tat most likely Mylie wont be able to go to preschool though. She was stoked about it. I'm gonna try though. My guy asked me to move in with him. I am a little nervous as I have only lived with one other guy, Fuckhead. I am SO excited to be able to wake up next to him everyday. Ive been falling fast and hard. Sigh
Monday, June 20, 2011
Just when u think it cant get worse
My mood is horrible. I don't understand why I have to keep explaining the same thing over and over. What is so difficult about decency and respect? Why is that so hard to understand for some people? Is the entire do unto others thing lost? I feel like ramming my head into the wall out of pure frustration. I really dislike having to explain my feelings. I dislike even more when they are disputed or discredited like I am a fool for feeling the way I do. I hate having to be so vague on here but out of DECENCY and RESPECT I will be. I try so hard to be calm and keep going. I try to keep my chin up and over look things. It seems they are starting to build and build and its a bit overwhelming. I am at my breaking point. I have an extreme dislike for this feeling. It's a sort of scream, cry, pull out hair combination. Its to a point that I am getting frustrated with everyone. Well, that's not entirely true. My patience is much smaller though. It feels a bit better getting it out like this though. Crazy! That is how I feel, and probably how I'm being perceived at the moment. The thing about crazy is, crazy doesn't care. I care immensely, which is why I am on this vicious circle to begin with. Gosh people sure can suck.
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